''I will live as a writer who keeps alive the music of the language, holds head and heart together in the words, and writes in hope and passion that one person will be better because he or she reads what I wrote'' - The Liz Manifesto

Friday, December 08, 2006

Morning update

I haven't taken a shower yet. Just woke up like an hour ago. But I smell like garden of flowers though! Currently chatting with five people. I'm so exhausted over nothing. Whole bodies feel dormant. Ok I'm blurred and i dunno what else to say. Ciao!

Saturday, December 02, 2006

what has happened

The last time i updated my blog was 4 months ago. I cant logged in due to some unknown problems that don't even know why. I'm moving back to Malaysia for good after 12 days. And for that, I'm so unimaginably happy. About my future plan, maybe i'll start working. I know that sounds a bit funny. But i think it's the right time to start a new living circumstances by acting independent and more responsible to myself. lolz. I can't believe i'm saying all these. Hahaha

Announcement!

I know some of u guys out there might somehow be suprised for what i'm going to say, but i wanna tell that i'm dating someone currently...

Friday, August 11, 2006

OMG!

SERIOUSLY!!! WHAT THE HECK??? I DONT KNOW WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO THIS BLOG THINGY!! I CANNOT OPEN IT FOR AGES!!! AND NOW IT'S WORKING!!! I HAVENT UPDATED MY BLOG FOR SUCHH A LONG TIME.. AND I MISSED THE TIME WHEN I USED TO WRITE.... WELL I GUESS I'M GONNA START WRITING AGAIN! WELL ALL THESE MONTHS, I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MANY TOUGH, SWEET AND HARSH TIMES. SO MANY THINGS HAS HAPPENED! I MET SO MANY NEW PEOPLE. EVEN INVOLVED WITH A FIGHT. I LOST SO MANY FRIENDS COZ THEY MOVED BACK TO THEIR COUNTRY FOR GOOD. WELL I'M KINDA ALONE IN THIS COUNTRY. CANT WAIT TO GO BACK TOO.. HMM IM SO SPEECHLESS RIGHT NOW! DUNNO WHAT TO WRITE. MY BRAIN CANNOT WORK PROPERLY AT THIS MOMENT.

Thursday, March 09, 2006

During last raya

Norul, Raul and Me


Back into writing

Im back!  have so many things to do these days. Turning 19 is hard! lol. Oh well, nothing really going on while I'm gone. It just the same except school driving me nuts! I got tons and tons of assignment everyday. Didn't go out that much now, I think its been like 3 months. I missed the day when i used to sneak out the house and have fun with my friends! Used to 'hit' random party just like that. lolz. I really missed the day! And I missed getting high with Norul. We barely meet nowadays. But we do talk on the phone - quite a lot.

Friday, February 17, 2006

Another dull day

I’m currently listening to music – gosolina. I’m so bored. I called Norul just now. She came back on Jan 13. She sounded so cherish, maybe she’s in euphoria conditions. I missed her so much. I haven’t seen her for quite a while. She said she shops like hell in Dubai. Daym it!! She shops for me as well. Thank you babe. I asked her about our plan on Valentine's, well turn out that both of us will be alone on that day, how pathetic. She’s in grumpy mood, and I’m in lazy ass. I can’t come online that often now, got to study – hard! My exam is in 4 months. I have to catch up lot of things.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Roses and numbers

One rose represents ‘simplicity’.
Two roses show ‘gratitude’.
Two roses joined together reflect ‘engagement’ or ‘coming marriage’.
Six roses mean ‘I miss you’.
Seven roses signify ‘infatuation’.
Twelve roses declare ‘ultimate love’.
Eighteen roses are given to apologize.
Twenty-five roses are presented to congratulate.
Fifty roses show ‘unconditional love’.
Bouquet of mature blooms reflects ‘gratitude’.
Single rose in full bloom says ‘I love you’.

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Did i do a good thing?

Sometimes you have to sacrifice even for smtng you don’t even want to. That is something I don’t understand about myself. I sacrifice for other’s fortune, although I knew it will ruin me up later. I know I did the right thing and I also know that I’m more than capable of handling anything, so i dont think that I'm dumb for doing all this... What do you think people?

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

When teachers not around

The king of Saudi Arabia is in town now. Lots of road has been blocked. Hence, bunches of teachers couldn't come and absent today. Well, just imagine what happen to the college then. Students become wild! Roar! One of my friend was smoking weed in the shed. He was totally stoned. WTH?

Friday, January 27, 2006

Trip to Northern Area

Me sista and moi

OMG So hungry
Nothing is new about me except I fought...you can say again with my Art sir. He is so annoying and complicated. I just can’t click with him. He is just so not my favorite teacher. He’s really not normal. Here the story goes...


One day I came to school and I was really sick. Guess what he asked me… ‘Are you drunk? Did you take any alcohol lately?’ What the hell man??? Is he out of his mind?? Why would I be drunk in school??


I just cannot understand him. I came to his class just to pass my free time… to let me not to feel bored early in the morning. Otherwise, I could have drop his subject ages ago. 

Monday, January 23, 2006

Question about myself

1- who was the last person u were on da phone with?
-Norul

2- who was the last person u receive sms from?
>Marce

3 - what brand of hp are u using?
>Sony ericsson

4 - what telephone line do u use?
>Mobilink

5 - what is the colour of your handphone?
>Silver

6 - who is your BEST babe last year?
>Johann

7 - who is your BEST guy friend last year?
>I dunno. Forgot man! i have so many guy friends

8 - name 5 new frens u made last year?
>Najwan, Kak ieja,Ashraf,Aldrin

9 - do u use a flat screen computer?
>Yea, kinda, it's a laptop

10 - who is on your mind right now?
>Nobody, food?

11 - what's the funniest thing about today?
>Nothing i guess

12 - who's ur idol?
>God knows who!

13 - what do people need to know about u?
>Im very complicated and grumpy

14 - would u die with your true love? [except families]
>It depends actually

15 - how many times have u coupled?
>Quite a lot

16 - with whom is your longest relationship?
>Parents, siblings

17 - would u prefer all day on the beach or all day in the hotel room during your honeymoon?
>Beach

18 - love or money?
>Both

19 - do u still hang out with your ex(s)?
>Nope

20 - name your babes?
>Norul, Marce

21 - wut channel do u love?
>Star world, star movies

22 - do u hate any teachers?
> Nope

23 - do u hate any guys in your skewl?
>Yea, his name is Gerrald

24 - do u hate any girls in your skewl?
>Nope

25 - miss any of your frens?
>Norul, Najwan, Marce

26 - what movie do u hate the most?
>I like movies man.. what are u talking about?

27 - malay or chinese?
>I aint a rasict man

28 - what would u do if u've been rejected?
>Never been rejected before

30 - what outfit do u love the most?
>Comfortable ones

31 - what are you supposed to be doing now?
>Calling someone and tell him go F*** off!

Sunday, January 08, 2006

SCREW YOU NAUROZE!! IF YOU DARE TO MESS WITH MY GIRL AGAIN! I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU. DONT YOU EVER DARE TO TOUCH HER AGAIN! IF I HEARD THAT YOU ARE TRYING TO DO SOMETHING BAD TO HER!! I WILL FUCKING HAUNT YOU UNTIL YOU DIE!!! THIS IS YOUR LAST WARNING!!! STAY AWAY FROM MASILLA!! OR I WILL MAKE YOU LIFE MISERABLE!!! SHE'S NOT A FUCKING SLUT THAT YOU CAN PLAY AROUND WITH!!! MY FRIENDS MEANT THE WORLD TO ME!! I LOVE THEM TO DEATH!!! AND STOP MAKING UP SOME BULLSHIT CRAPPY RUMORS ABOUT HER!!! SHE WOULD NOT KISS A DORK, FUCKING LOSER LIKE YOU!! IT JUST SO ''YUCK'' !!! JUST STAY AWAY FROM HER LOSER!!! OTHERWISE YOU WILL KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO DO WITH YOU!!! GET A LIFE FUCKING LOSER!!!

Partayy

Anna & Norul



NAUROZE IS A FUCKING ASSHOLE~!

Sunday, January 01, 2006

New Year in Isloo

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! I went out quite late last night. My friends supposed to come and pick me up around 7. But she came around 9am instead. I got really mad what time i would be home then?I have a curfew Ok, some people never think. Thank God my mom let me out otherwise I would kill myself. I can’t just stay at home on New Year. 


What importantly, I had fun fun tonight. I went out with Khadija, her bf, Adil and Norul. We went to espresso lounge and met with others, no clue who they were but pretended to be their  close friend so i would say. We bounced to Ye Old Hang Out. Daym! Its packed jam there. We had no other choice but to hang in Mondrian. I hate that place! I met Sadat, Bilal, Farhan (the bastard) Adil, and another sick ass people. Ok that is all for tonight. I’m off to bed. Good night!